so im writing a paper about my alopecia.
and everything i say sounds corny as SHIT.
just wanna be like ‘im bald get over it bye’
Today I removed my make up and smiled because I feel beautiful even if I only have half my eyelashes!
hair update may 2013 - may 2014
im super bald and if this happened to me last yr I’d probably curl up into a ball and never leave my house but I think im doin ok with it. being bald still sux but ive had some days where I dont mind it so much most days I think I look cute w/out my wig and that’s super important 2 me
learning to love urself takes so long tho jeez
real strugglex. and your lipstick is fab. rock it.
Tried to do the bow scarf today! It turned out pretty good :)
LOVE your scarf! Also, how did you learn to tie it like that??
Hello lovely people, I want to let you all know that this blog will be going on hiatus for a while. I need to focus on some other things in my life right now, so I probably won’t be posting. Take care y’all, see ya round the malt shop!
Anonymous said: I am so sorry for bothering you, but I seem to be a little bit lost at the moment, and could really use some guidance, so I hope it's okay, if I ask your lovely self!:-) I also have alopecia but I wear a wig, and the thing is, I havn't really told any of my classmates yet, which has absolutely nothing to to with them, they're so lovely, it's just that I don't know if I am ready yet. But I just feel so guilty because I feel like I am lying to them, because sometimes they will ask me (...)
ANON continued: (…) how I dye my hair (for example:-) ) which is so sweet of them to ask, but I just feel terrible, because then I will ‘panic’ and answer the question as if it was my actual hair, because I just don’t know if I am ready yet. I just feel so horrible and silly, because it has never been my intention to lie to them or anything like that, and it just makes me feel like a horrible, horrible person, and I just don’t know what to do anymore!:-( I am so sorry, this is so long and silly, I just came across this/your lovely, lovely page and I just had to write to you! I am so sorry about that! But thank you so much for creating this, you have no idea how much it means!<3 You are absolutely lovely, brave and beautiful!<3 And that goes for all fellow alopecians; you are all SO brave and SO incredibly beautiful, inside and out!! I wish I was just half as brave and beautiful as all of you! I love you all!<3 (sorry about my bad english by the way, hih but thanks a ton for your time!<3)
words cannot describe how happy i feel right now.
full head of hair
new home with the boyf
2 years & 16 days self harm free
wow. i am proud of myself.
my hair looked amazing
seriously tumblr, i have the most amazing boyfriend in the whole world. He always have the correct words to make me feel a little better. I have been depressed since the past two weeks because my alopecia got worse… I haven’t almost no hair in the top of my head and i am afraid of go out home. I don’t want to shave my head because i think that shave my hair would be surrender and let alopecia win this battle. I know that i have too many possibilities of become bald but i also know that there are a few possibilities of regrowing so i prefer believing on this and even if I have two or three locks of hair, i will keep them in my head.
And… due to all this things, I have been thinking so much. I have been thinking that my new class mates in the college won’t accept me and maybe they will do jokes about me for my condition
And I thought that nobody was going to love me and i was afraid of what my boyfriend could think about me but then, he appears and he make me feel loved… just like always, like if nothing has happened to me and when I’m with him I forget that I don’t have hair and… oh, that’s the most beautiful thing in the world. Love him so so so so much. And if i’m going to study to other city I will miss him so so so much :(